Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Wrecked: Movie Review



http://movies.netflix.com/Movie/Wrecked/70180295?trkid=1851333

3 of 5 stars

1st, the entire film is done in ONE place, more than half in a car, the rest outside the car. Right up to the last minute one keeps waiting for something to happen to make this movie make some sense. It never does. With 20 minutes left I knew it was a loser of a film, but by then I figured may as well see what they used to justify an ending. A cell phone that traveled a river for miles, now works? So many loose ends are left hanging, we never know what happened to the dog or to the black guy, or to the main character or the woman.

Credibility is completely shot which is amazing in such a limited scenario. This was a poor attempt to remake Memento, a dismal failure. What was good about it? Brody's acting was brilliant, he cried exactly the way I would have (& have done) in same or similar situations, that frustrated want to give up cry. One feels & experiences all of this as if you are the main character. Otherwise, give it a pass.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Carriers & ExTerminators (2 Reviews 4 the price of 1)


Carriers: http://movies.netflix.com/WiMovie/Carriers/70122722?trkid=496624
4 of 5 stars

NOT a zombie movie though there are some aspects of that in this, not an action flick though there is some action, not a blood & guts movie though there's a bit of that too. A slow moving character driven story about tough choices, although I felt the choices weren't as emotionally laden as they should have been. It's very hard to know who to root for & your choice may change by the end. Nothing is shown about how this happened, or where they started from. The plot is very simply as is in description, don't expect more than that & you'll enjoy the movie. Recommend either cable TV or streaming, definitely not a buy, nor worth renting. One plot hole that bugged me, I kept wondering why the father of the little girl wasn't sick, & how the one male main character DID get sick (can't say who without spoiling it. I agree with the 14+ rating. However this is a bleak and troubling film to expose a young teen to.



ExTerminators: http://movies.netflix.com/WiMovie/ExTerminators/70115869?trkid=2361637
4 of 5 stars

Didn't make me laugh but surprised myself into liking it anyway, really didn't expect to want to keep watching but before I knew it I was hooked. The acting in this is superb & so believable, one does not expect this caliber of acting in such a film. The story line was OK, some big holes & credibility issues, like arsenic not an instant killer, but most will be willing to overlook it because it is entertaining enough. I would not want to pay to see this in a theater or to rent or buy it, but to watch "free" on cable or streaming, definitely recommended. More of a chick flick but I know the guys will love the skin these ladies show a lot of, no nudity but plenty of tease. Not for young impressionable teens or younger kids, the message may not be received as comedy for them. A strangely good film for a revenge fantasy flick.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Psychotropic RXs Fatal 2 All




Below is an hour 34 minute documentary with factual evidence and interviews with actual doctors and others in the field--former or current--who have been exposed to the truths that society as a whole is NOT privy too regarding the dangers, ineffectiveness, long term damage and fatalities in a majority of cases prescribed even ONE medication, and in many cases unnecessarily or for misdiagnosed conditions. People are killing themselves, or others, after only days or a week on some medications, and informed consent is almost never provided. This may be the most important 94 minutes one can spend on educating oneself and loved ones, as well as your doctors.


Personally, I was prescribed over 23 different medications for over 10 years, and it turned out that nearly all of them were creating the disability, sickness & symptoms the drugs were being prescribed to treat! I was home bound, bed bound, for 10 years because of the medications, NOT any illness or disability! Not once did any doctor suggest going off these medications & in fact many pressured & threatened me if I refused to take them, to the point of being discharged as a patient because I refused to take medications that were CONTRA-indicated & would cause MY CERTAIN DEATH if taken! Repeatedly I was prescribed drugs that had interactions with all my other drugs, despite the doctors having all of my medical & medication history, often it was my pharmacist who saved my life, or after I smartened up & started reading the patient info packets, I'd then refuse to take the medication that was often worse or more dangerous than the condition supposedly being treated.


When each drug causes at least 3-5 side effects, multiplied by 23 different drugs per day, that's a possible 110 side effects daily from the medication alone, to treat a handful (5 or less) of actual problems! Every side effect had another drug prescribed for it, that then had another side effect that then had another drug prescribed, on into infinity. No wonder I was so ill and lost a decade of my life to trusting these doctors to have my best interests in mind as a trusted doctor who swore the Hippocratic oath to never cause harm.





I went off 23+ different medications between Jan. 2011 and March 2011, broke 5 major bones (compound breaks, not mere fractures) from falls caused by the seizures of going through withdrawals that the doctors refused to treat me safely for, and have the hospital records to prove it, and worse, I was refused treatment all 3 times I went to the emergency room, including when I broke two ribs on each side, my sternum and my back all in one weekend! When I had seizures, they locked me in a room with the door closed, and no monitoring equipment on me to measure the seizures and nothing to protect me, for over 3 & 1/2 hours, before coming in to say I was being discharged without treatment! When I protested, they called me combative & sent me out with no transportation home, knowing I was seizing and could have been relieved easily with the most basic of treatment. When I began having heart trouble as a result of these multiple effects, I was terrified of going to that hospital again, because I was convinced I would die there with no one being held responsible then or to this day, for what they did & failed to do for me as a patient.


Instead, without any medical training at all, I had to be my own doctor, wean myself off the medications as best I could with what limited amount I had left, meaning much too fast, which directly caused my severe injuries & repeat ambulance delivered hospital visits, but I survived out of sheer orneriness if nothing else. I had not been able to eat for 10 years without taking medications--four different RXs--for controlling nausea & creating an appetite, for which they never really worked or I would not have needed 4 of them! When I went off my meds & had severe stomach pains one afternoon, I had no idea what was going on, fearing an ulcer from all the stress. It had been over a decade since I had felt any hunger for food, so I did not recognize the feelings of starvation, or hunger pains. I ate some crackers and the pain eased, putting two & two together I realized I'd been feeling what normal hunger was like when ignored for an entire day (which had been my norm before). I celebrated the return of hunger, and the more I ate, the more weight I lost, because my metabolism started working again, my stomach could depend on regular meals, so my body no longer needed to store fat for reserves.


It seems incredible not to have known what was happening as it was happening. I could and probably should write an entire book on the ten years & this year since going off my meds. I live in a 2nd floor apt. now, no home health aide, no cane or hospital bed, no handful of pills every four hours, no living in a fugue of pills anymore. Each small victory I've celebrated, the biggest being when I moved with only 2 days notice, and NO HELP to pack an entire apt. of belongings, where I was not allowed to do the kind of lifting & movements required to pack, yet I had no choice. Movers did the physical moving of those boxes between locations, but I did all the work of packing & unpacking, alone. I'm still not fully unpacked yet nearly 7 months later, yet the day after the move I had expected to be crippled for a week, and instead I worked another two days before I needed a full day of rest and some motrin took care of the pain. Impossible to imagine even two months or two weeks before that date.


I still take two medications regularly and I am definitely decreasing the dose over the next 4 weeks until I am off the one for sleep, because it has caused some severe side effects & I don't want to start this whole circus all over again, nor am I willing to take this drug for the rest of my life, for insomnia I've had since childhood. Worse, the medication does NOT give me sleep, not reliably and not quality rest, so why bother taking something that does not work, yet causes serious side effects as well as long term physical harm, which I have already went through surgeries for this same drug's results over 20 years ago? My body needs to recover on its own and rebalance after a decade of these meds for sleep, eating, pain, you name it, my chemistry is more unbalanced because of the meds, and my body will heal itself if given the chance. I never gave it that chance and after seeing this documentary I realize I've been victimized by the medical & psychiatric community for decades, and if I continue taking these drugs knowing all I know now, I am also victimizing myself. I can't in good conscience continue a regimen I KNOW will, and has in past, cause me great harm, much greater than the discomfort of lack of sleep could ever justify.





I'm not suggesting anyone else follow my example, or treat themselves without medical consultation, I'm only knowledgeable about my own experiences, conditions and motivational drive. Instead, I suggest one begin by requiring informed consent immediately from every doctor prescribing one any medication for any purpose. Educate oneself starting NOW by watching this documentary, FREE, in your own home, in comfort, paying total attention. Follow up by doing your own research, as I have done, looking into the actual studies done on the medications you take, the side effects known & common as well as those that are not as common yet still happen to enough people to be mentioned--then imagine the ones the corrupt studies are NOT reporting, are hiding behind falsified data and agenda driven studies. If one's been on a medication for many years, or has been told one needs a medication for life, look into the facts on the condition & the medication, demand the proof, read the studies, ask your pharmacist for the free printing of information for any medication you are taking now, have ever taken or before taking anything newly prescribed.


There's so much more I can say from experience, so much more I have learned, but this is enough to get one started on the path to enlightenment on one's own path to wellness. I could be bitter and angry that I lost ten years of my life for no medical reason, or I can choose to celebrate that I am given a second chance to live after expecting to be home bound for life & to die without ever having lived again. I can be grateful I took the initiative to educate myself & go through all I did to free myself of those prescriptions that were in fact killing me, some faster than others, and I may never know how much harm was caused by them. I'm getting healthier in mind & body every day, as long as I continue to educate myself & trust my own instincts, to listen to what my body is telling me.


Learn from my experience, don't repeat it. Let my suffering be enough to veer you off that similar path, don't learn the hard way as I did (and seem to do on everything, learn the hard way that is). Children are now being killed by these medications given under false diagnoses so psychiatrists and drug companies can get rich at the innocent's loss of life and health & function. Educate yourself, read the fine print, ask questions & demand INFORMED CONSENT. Start by watching this film, and by sharing it with your loved ones and medical professionals.


GMJ 1-18-2012





[To view in full screen, click bottom right corner of video box & press escape to exit at any time]


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Friday, February 24, 2012

Marijuana: A Rebuttal to Chronic Documentary

After watching the History Channel's documentary The Chronic, last night, I was frustrated because they only included political, celebrity & non-science people giving opinions for the rebuttal of the so-called authorities & politicians against medical marijuana on flimsy or outright falsified data & subjective dislike of those who use MM (medical marijuana). 





For instance, the police claimed that legalizing or decriminalizing marijuana would NOT stop the drug cartels & violence, and used ONE example of a MM dispensary being robbed with two employees being killed. What they did NOT disclose was how many NON-MM-dispensary type businesses had been robbed with deaths during same period? Out of the 700 dispensaries, ONLY ONE was robbed, and this was the California Police Chief's "evidence" that drug cartels won't go away??? The only reason these cartels do exist is to sell a product that is in great demand & has been made illegal for political, NOT medical, reasons. Just as Prohibition of alcohol created organized crime, so does the prohibition of marijuana. Remove the profit to drug cartels, and they will need to focus their activities elsewhere, period. Drug cartels aren't going to risk their lives & freedom for a legal readily available product they can no longer make a profit from. 


East Coast Medical Marijuana Distributors use these labels & containers



Also, the California Police Chiefs claimed that dealers of illegal marijuana will go to any violent lengths to sell their product, even killing. How is that any different than what the police are doing to people innocent of any violent crime? Police are killing people for using a plant recreationally who are not committing any harmful crimes against anyone. Then there are all the drug raids & people killed because the police went to the wrong house of truly innocent people and killed them too, as they kill, beat & harm the users of marijuana as if they were rapists & murderers! Which brings up another point: our prisons are full of non-violent offenders to the point that murderers, rapists & thieves are being released years & sometimes decades too soon in order to provide more room for drug offenders! How many citizens would rather have a drug user released than a rapist or serial killer??? Why is the voice of the people and the common sense involved not being given ANY importance? 





Another outrageous claim that was NOT addressed by science, evidence or anything but opinions in rebuttal, is that smoking marijuana is as dangerous as tobacco & had 33 known carcinogens. First, marijuana is impossible to smoke at the level tobacco is smoked, no one could smoke an entire pack of joints in a day as they do cigarettes! Second, tobacco has HUNDREDS of carcinogens, marijuana has less carcinogens than the air we breath, the water we drink, the food & "legal" drugs the FDA approves for us to consume! Even alcohol has more danger in health terms than a heavy user of marijuana will ever face. Third, marijuana does NOT have to be smoked & is in fact more effective & longer lasting if eaten prepared in foods such as the documentary showed a chef creating: chocolate bars, peanut butter, cookies, cupcakes, brownies, butter, countless products the chef was making using marijuana as an ingredient, the arguments against marijuana due to carcinogens falls apart at these evidenciary facts. 





One of the claims made by the Feds is that marijuana has NO medical use. An outright bald lie considering how much evidence is available to prove the opposite, that marijuana has MORE medical uses than probably ANY other drug and is safer than OTC & prescribed medications approved for us by the FDA! In fact, synthetic THC is already approved by the FDA in a drug called Marinol, for use to treat nausea & other medical problems associated with cancer, HIV & other diseases. If as the feds claim, marijuana had NO medical uses, why then is the main component of marijuana available as a drug regulated by the FDA??? There are countless studies proving the efficacy of medical marijuana, as well as the safety of using marijuana as a replacement for alcohol or tobacco or any other commonly used aid for stress relief and relaxation, including the fact that marijuana is NOT addictive, does not impair ability to drive or function, and is not implicated in violent crimes against people (other than the violence involved in obtaining the drug illegally), and in fact is a deterrent to crime because of the recognized effects of the drug itself. 





Many do not know that marijuana is classified as a more dangerous drug than cocaine, meth/amphetamines & morphine. Our govt. classification system is in fact saying using cocaine is safer than using marijuana! Drugs that can never have any medicinal value due to their dangers are called Class One drugs & include heroin, LSD & marijuana. Class 2 includes cocaine, amphetamines & morphine. The higher the classification number, the safer the drug is considered by the feds. Marijuana is considered a gateway drug, that using it leads to other drug addictions, but all the drugs marijuana supposedly leads to using are classified as LESS dangerous than marijuana itself, so this argument falls apart and makes those claiming such appear to be idiots, yet these are the very people in charge of deciding what is and is not safe for us to use! Not a single death or overdose has been attributed to marijuana substance use. Nor is there physical withdrawal from ceasing use. Aspirin is available over the counter to anyone and kills a large number of people. 






The arguments that legalizing marijuana would cause drug use to increase, would make addicts of our children, would create a drug culture, and lead to more crime, are all false. Other countries that have decriminalized marijuana in fact found the use DECREASED, the associated crimes dropped significantly, under age use was lowered, and those countries are instead gaining taxes & income from the sale & use of marijuana. These facts were covered in the documentary, stating that nowhere is marijuana actually legal, instead it has been decriminalized, which means it is not prosecuted though it remains illegal. This has worked so well that decades have gone by under the same policy successfully. 


Minorities are arrested for marijuana use at a rate of 9 out of 10 arrests being non-whites. Yet whites use marijuana at incredibly higher levels than do minorities, especially blacks, according to this documentary & the evidence. Police corruption & racial discrimination in the apprehension of marijuana users is evident in these numbers most strongly in NYC, but the trend is a national stain on our society. How else to explain that 90% of marijuana users are white, yet 90% of the imprisoned marijuana users are non-whites?


Marijuana is in fact not legal in any country according to this documentary. Often we believe Jamaica is a haven of ganja smoking Rastafarians when in fact, marijuana is as illegal there as anywhere else & is strongly enforced. Marijuana is only decriminalized, meaning the laws are NOT enforced but do still remain on the books. Countries we often wrongly think have legalized marijuana have only decriminalized it, such as Amsterdam in Holland, where tourists & locals alike use marijuana in public coffee shops, and can purchase up to 5 grams legally, to use in the shop or take home. This is one of the largest and longest examples of the effects of decriminalizing marijuana use, in which crime, drug use & related negatives actually decreased. 


A claim was made that the money to be made in taxing marijuana if legalized, would not cover the costs of the health problems using marijuana legally would cause. Huh??? What health problems are proven to be caused by marijuana use??? As they often claim billions of dollars in health care costs for tobacco smokers yet have not proven that any one who smokes gets cancer or any other disorder they try to claim a societal expense for, marijuana is much safer than most over the counter drugs, and proven safer than tobacco, alcohol & other legal substance uses combined! In fact, when one researches the facts behind these false claims, it's readily apparent the numbers are made up completely. I suspect that marijuana health problems are being attributed to any one who ever in their life smoked a joint or even KNEW SOME ONE who smoked a joint, whether their health problem has anything to do with the drug, since they need to create the numbers & health "crisis" claims for which such data does NOT exist. 





One fact many do not know is that the US forced 180 other countries to sign a pact to criminalize marijuana, and the US puts pressure on these countries to cooperate with the US in it's drug war & other efforts to stop drug use, which have all failed & cost we taxpayers enormously in money, death, crime, violence, corruption, loss of freedom & constitutional rights, a police state form of government and in the loss of so many citizens to prison, where instead of being "rehabilitated" they learn how to become true criminals, these non-violent inmates are released knowing much more about how to commit crimes & successfully, than they ever knew going into the prisons as a simple drug user, or grower, or even distributor. These are costs we unwillingly pay, as a majority of citizens have made clear to the powers that be that we want marijuana decriminalized at the LEAST & legalized for general use, and for medical use immediately, yet the feds are still prosecuting marijuana using patients in states where using medical marijuana has been voted in by its people as legal. Our taxes pay for every bit of these losses & costs to society as a whole.


Links for further reading:

  • Marijuana's Impact on the brain minimal: 

http://wussuphater.wordpress.com/2009/07/30/good-news-marijuana%E2%80%99s-impact-on-brain-function-%E2%80%9Cminimal%E2%80%9D/

  • Marijuana Causes New Cell Growth In Rat Brains

  • Marijuana: Cannabis sativa:

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Achmed the Terrorist has a Son!

Jeff Dunham's new show Controlled Chaos introduces a new character, Achmed the Terrorist has a son. Here's an 8:20 minute clip below. I am still ROTFLMFAO about the duct tape! LMAO.... Gina



Direct link to video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IL357BrwK7c&feature=related

Bag of Bones (Movie Review)

Bag of Bones is a Stephen King novel made into a better movie than most of his works have been. One thing you must know going in is that this movie, on netflix streaming anyway, is a TWO-PART two episode film, each roughly 85 minutes long. Called a mini-series, is misleading in that this is just a two part film, not a series. At 1st I was upset because I didn't know it was in 2 parts, then didn't know if 2nd part finished or another season was planned. So for those wondering, the 2nd part ends the story, everyone gets what they deserve except one, and most plot holes are sealed. There were some issues of credibility sprinkled throughout, but overall this was one of the better King screen adaptations. I didn't like the commercial break edits & wish they would just remove those before releasing a film this way. I'd read the book long enough ago that this was new to me again, I think other reviewers have read it more recently & so were disappointed, not I. This was well acted by all involved, an amazing cast who fit perfectly into their roles & balanced each other well. Definitely worth watching & better than most other King books made movies. However, skip the 1st 5 minutes of the 2nd episode, it is exactly the same as the 1st episode to the point I wasn't sure it was a new episode at all. Enjoy.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Russell Peters: The Green Card Tour (review)


I'd never seen this guy perform, so had no expectations, and I did laugh hard a few times, at the most inane stuff. However, his entire set was made of making fun of the audience, which would be ok if a warm up or end of show deal, not the WHOLE show. What was up with the DJ booth for all of 30 seconds at beginning & end of show? For those who dislike swears he uses the F word and the C word a LOT, doesn't bug me but it was probably unnecessary to that extent. Same with bathroom humor, every comedian seems to fall back on crap jokes, why is that? Very few make it worth the listen. Sorry but even if free, I would not watch this again, nor do I recommend buying it or renting, although on a day when there's not much else to do & nothing on? Maybe on TV while doing something else, as background noise.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

BASS & Missing Music Frequencies

While listening to music via my laptop speakers, I have no clue I am missing much of the content in the song. When using headphones, I'll hear many more sounds than were first apparent. However what truly proves to me the amount of content I am missing in a song, is when I listen on a stereo with speakers & subwoofers that can reliably reproduce all the frequencies the human ear can hear. Suddenly, there are depths, highs & lows, instruments & vocal effects not heard otherwise.


Before subwoofers became a standard part of car & home stereos, one never really knew how much one was missing in the lower frequencies of sound. We all know that animals can hear frequencies that we humans can not, especially the higher notes that are silent to us. Training devices for controlling a barking dog now rely on these higher inaudible frequencies, as well it's been proven that some animals can tell when an earthquake or natural disaster is coming before we get our first clue.

Recently a friend & I were sharing music via Skype, listening together over the internet. He used bass response type headphones, while I was using my laptop speakers. He convinced me to try headphones & I must say, the sound became much more powerful even on my cheaper set. Then I burned a CD and listened to the same music via my home stereo, which was like hearing the song for the first time, so much had been missing. My friend could not hear the additional hidden bits via his laptop or headphones, and to me it was like more than half the song had been missing!

I read in Discover Science magazine about a year ago, how MP3's are missing 85% of the music content! In order to compress music to a size an internet connection could handle, back then being dial-up especially, much of the content is left out. An entire generation has grown up hearing only 15% of the actual music content, through iPod's, MP3 players & ear buds especially. Few are aware of this fact or of missing any part of the music at all. New lossless formats have since been introduced that are larger in file sizes that broadband connections can now handle, with a choice between mp3 320, ACC, Ogg, mp4, & many more, yet still missing at least half due to compression. Vinyl is making a come back (though it never truly went away) because the newer generation recognizes a quality & warmth to the sound of a record that is missing in today's digital music age.

Back when I first got involved in car audio, late 80's & early 90's, I was blown away by the frequencies available in some music that I'd never before been able to hear. Without a speaker able to handle the lower frequencies such as 30 to 250 Hz, one can not hear or FEEL the power of the bass at those levels. A friend who gave me his hand me down Orion 10-inch subwoofer, a 40-watt Rockford Fosgate amp & two generic 6x9's in a ported enclosure box (when he'd upgraded--something addictive to all we car audiophiles), introduced me to a world I'd never known existed. I was the kind of teen who would lay on the floor with two huge speakers on either side of my ears, at full volume, or who stood immediately in front of concert speakers, and later one who competed in car audio INSIDE the car (rather than use a remote control outside the car as was considered safe) or inside a vehicle with 30+ speakers & thousands of watts worth of amps, most people could not tolerate standing 10 feet away, never mind getting inside the vehicle. Luckily, my hearing is still fine, but my friend who introduced me to car audio suffers from a constant ringing & buzzing in his ears, tinnitus, as if a blown speaker now lives in his brain turned on 24/7. As for me, high notes are all that hurt my ears these days, I can't much tolerate treble, one of the reasons I dislike jazz for the high noted horns especially.

In the early days of subwoofers being readily available to consumers, there was a huge lack in music that produced the frequencies we wanted to hear. The first time I was listening to a Pink Floyd song via my new subwoofers, I literally drove my car off the road into a ditch when the hidden explosions played that I'd never heard in Pink Floyd or any music before then, I reacted as if a bomb had gone off because, one had! After that I was addicted to trying to find music to blow me away again, and along came hip hop rap music exploiting the very frequencies only recently unveiled. I came to like the music more for the boom, than for the music itself, yet even today I still have a deep appreciation for what I call rap-hop (a blend of the two), which has now evolved into dubstep with wicked low & hard hitting bass like nothing we had available back in the 80's-90's.


I'll never forget the first car audio show I attended inside a civic center concert space, with my friend Dave of the hand me down Orion & Fosgate, etc. We were walking around, I was taking pictures & pretty much drooling over every vehicle I saw, my dream was so close I could touch it. We heard bass coming from all over, nothing special really until BOOM! What the hell was that? We both swiveled heads trying to find the source. Bass frequencies travel much further than treble, as anyone who has heard a loud bass bumping vehicle coming from a mile away can attest, one can hear and FEEL the sound coming and going, long before one can see the source. At this show were tractor trailers full of speakers & amps one could walk into the vehicles, big 4-wheel drive trucks, vans & everything one can imagine on wheels. Ranging from simple two subwoofer systems to over 50-speaker systems, sponsored and unsponsored alike.


We started heading towards the sound, getting sidetracked a few times because we'd assumed it was one of the tractor trailer comp vehicles producing the bass that over rode ALL the others. Finally a white van with JL Audio stickers all over it came into view. Here was the source of the loudest deepest lowest bass I'd ever heard, with no distortion at all. With a grin from ear to ear & probably a few eargasms along the way, I looked into the van to see what their system consisted of. To this day I still don't know HOW they did it and this was the vehicle owned &/or sponsored by JL Audio, so they were not money cramped like the peons I belonged to. However they only had 4 subs, two 12w6's and two 15w6's, 2 amps and one box enclosure. I don't remember the details because back then I was a virgin in car audio & had no idea what to look for, unfortunately. The point is that I never looked at any other manufacturer after that, I was a JL Audio addict from the very start, and never did JL Audio disappoint me. At nearly $400 per 12w6 sub, they could handle any amount of power thrown at them & just kick back more, never distorting or blowing, never letting me down. Amps let me down, my subs never did.


I had three 12w6 JLA's wired down to 1/3rd ohm, on their own 900 watt ESX amp, four 8-inch Kicker subs, two 6-inch mids and two tweets, all on a Hifonics Taurus amp. A Pioneer P1R deck that required separate amps to even work (no pre-amp built in as most car stereo's come with), a one farad cap, also frequency limiting caps on the non-sub speakers (inline), had the frame of the car built & rosined from metal up into a sealed enclosure to JL Audio volume specs (giving up spare tire & entire back of the car), plus Dynamat everywhere else to control the rattles. I had to get an extra glass rider on my auto insurance because I'd been known to blow windows from the sound levels. 24-kt gold fuses, deep cell marine battery, Monster cables bigger than a doubled garden hose, etc. I bought the car brand new in 1998 & drove it to the car audio store where they ripped the entire car apart to rebuild it, wiring and all, from the tires up, to handle what I'd be expecting from it. I was making $4k-$6K a month at the time, I miss that kind of money now, lol. (One of these days, I'll get the pictures posted once I get them off the dead hard drive that's waiting to be restored by pros).


I competed in both SPL (sound pressure level) and IASCA (sound quality, international), in my late 30's, being one of the oldest in the groups as well as the only woman made me stand out more I think. In my first competition, I hit 144 DB SPL and won 2nd place, which of course got me hooked even more on my very first time out. However, one of the known facts in car audio (or any audio systems really) is that for each gain in DB/SPL, it requires a near doubling of the power & equipment needed to produce the original level! When I stopped competing, I had reached 161 DB SPL at great cost. The woman competing nationally with $100,000 system was hitting 174, so I feel pretty good that I got so close with my own money & resources, as well as envious that she'd had her system paid for by sponsors, what I wouldn't have given to hit her level of BASS boom and national exposure.

I no longer compete in car audio, after spending $50,000 on my infamous '98 Eclipse install, being invested in constant & expensive upgrades (to which my now-ex husband got my hand me downs), I could no longer afford to keep up. I was the only female in many states who competed, since for some reason car audio has been a male sport, though the men were extremely encouraging, supportive, friendly & welcoming to have a woman competing with them. There was only one national female competitor, and she had over $100,000 of sponsored system components, while mine all came out of my own pocket, so there was no way I could compete at her level. I eventually had sponsors too, my car was featured in magazines & on web sites, and I won a ton of trophies. What I wanted to win was MONEY to keep throwing back in to my audio system, trophies meant little to me & I've since actually thrown out 6 of my first 9 trophies (lesser wins like 2nd place) from my 1st six comps. The rest are dust collectors with little meaning--it was the BASS I was hooked on, not the winning & certainly not the cheap trophies.


I still respond viscerally to bass in music. I miss being able to shut down an entire drive in theater (everyone would put the tinny speakers back on the poles since my car put out the sound & FEEL for the entire lot of cars), or having teenage boys fight over who got to wash my car at the automatic car wash (they rode the cars through the wash while doing interior), and I especially miss the vibrations through my entire body that made the hair on my head stand up and dance. About the closest I can get these days is making my apt. walls shake with dubstep on my two 12-inch stereo subwoofers, which having to fill a larger volume of space, can't come close to reproducing what one can feel in a closed smaller space such as a car. I can no longer afford to spend thousands a month on upgrades & stereo system components, though I'd love to go to a competition and hear what a difference dubstep has made to the sound and FEEL. The closest I've come is watching youtube videos of bass audio comps, enough to get a vicarious thrill.

While I'm a definite bass junkie, I also appreciate & require sound quality. My home stereo has numerous EQ settings from concert hall to pop & custom settings, yet the one I set it to most is classical, because that allows all frequencies to be expressed equally. Occasionally older classic rock albums, such as Led Zeppelin, need to be set to rock because of their muddy sounding bass levels around 500 hz. My current car has the original TAPE deck in it, with 6x9 speakers in the rear window shelf, a couple mids in the doors & some tweets on the dash, all standard in 1987! As you may imagine, it's a huge loss of bass & other frequencies, but it's better than none at all. My home stereo is my favorite listening apparatus and gives me more bass & volume than my neighbors can handle, apt. living does suck for that reason. I lived my dream, I don't regret a second or a dime spent achieving it, although if I had that money now, there are many areas I'd spend it, none on car audio. Music is my life today as it has always been in one form or another, but the full spectrum is more important now than ever before. I look forward to the new digital formats for music, and the technology to come that will again fully represent all the sound a song has to give.

Tags: car audio, subwoofer, speakers, SPL DB, competition, JL Audio, kicker, farad, amps, watts, orion, rockford fosgate, esx, hifonics taurus, bass, dubstep, mp3, lossless, hz

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo Movie review (Män Som Hatar Kvinnor)


5 of 5 stars

Not having read the book, I can say this movie was done very well, the acting was incredibly realistic, the sets & dialogue, production values & character building all superb. NOT for children, there is quite a bit of blood & some gore though not at all horror film level, this is a mystery thriller about murder, so of course there will be blood and other unpleasant things, killing is never pretty. The time flies by, no slow parts despite the length of this film, and those who wanted more impractical characterizations would have made this 5 hours long--this was perfectly balanced I felt, with a tear jerking end scene before the final stroke of hope is given. One of the best movies in years, I barely minded subtitles & much of the language was so similar. Mama=Mom in subtitles. Not THAT hard to follow along, well worth the effort. Movies from books will always disappoint because they can't match reader's imaginations, they are like fantasies in that way. Highly recommend this one.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Dorian Gray (Movie review)


5 of 5 stars

At most PG or NC-17, suggested sexuality & little nudity, suggested drug use, a small bit of gore within movie's theme. Gothic dark drama, making a deal with the devil as it were, for forever youth & beauty, the sacrifices one is willing to make as well as the crimes one will commit & secrets to keep, are what truly lead to this kind of ending. Shock value--where? Nothing at all shocking in this film, a very well told & portrayed story with excellent dialogue, writing, acting, production values & characterizations. To build any more into the characters in a 2-hour movie is an unreal expectation, so of course it will differ from the much more detailed novel (which I have yet to read). This movie has clearly been under-rated by people expecting something which is not promised nor apparently delivered. What IS delivered is an excellent film worth buying for one will want to see this again, and perhaps yet again in years to come.

Sad Dog Video: Don't You Forget About Me


Sad Dog Video: Don't You Forget About Me



Original Video Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhs-ilOmXNM


Rescue a pet from a pound, instead of buying from pet stores. These animals are grateful forever for your love & care. I know, I've always had great pets from shelters & pounds, life is not disposable just because it's inconvenient at times.





Why Can't I Own a Canadian?

Some people will use the Bible to justify any immoral human behavior, and along those lines is the "letter", Why Can't I Own a Canadian?" reprinted below. Click the title to go to the original web url.

Why Can't I Own a Canadian?
October 2002


Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative:

Dear Dr. Laura:

Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other specific laws and how to follow them:

When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?

I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?

I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.

Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?

I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?

A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?

Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?

Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?

I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?

My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? - Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.


Your devoted fan,

Jim

Note to Readers:

Some comments criticizing this piece indicate that it was "hijacked" from a West Wing episode. This is a chicken and egg argument in my opinion. I don't really know which came first, and frankly don't care. Below, for your enjoyment, is the clip in question. [Video removed by original uploader]



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Sunday, February 12, 2012

A Call Girl (AKA Slovenka ; Slovenian Girl) Review


This movie is a sleeper, a definite recommendation for people who enjoy character development & hyper-realism in films. For the 1st time, I am going to include the words of another reviewer because what is said perfectly fits with this movie. While there are some sexual scenes, violence, "bad" language & a gritty reality to this movie, nothing is done for shock value or gratuitously. Definitely NOT a film for children, I'd give this an NC-17. I personally would not buy it, though it's worth the rental and the time. On to the review:

"First of all, the DVD cover does not do the film justice. This isnt 9 1/2 Weeks or euro-trash. This IS, however, an incredibly subtle portrait of how a dissipated individual disconnects with their body in their pursuit for comfort and stability. Its one of those films where you might not like the lead character but you desperately want to learn more about them. They are engaging, gripping, and very very interesting. The same can be said of this film. Not a lot happens. Everything is very hyperrealistic. No cinematic conventions. Truly a breath of fresh air for a call girl film. Most importantly, as is the case with most euro-flicks, character development is EXQUISITE. You want to stay with these characters long after the film ends. You think about them. Thats a lot more than can be said for most films." [Anonymous Netflix reviewer].

One additional point. I usually stay away from foreign language films & dislike subtitled movies, however this one was a refreshing departure from the usual American films, the subtitles were easy to keep up with & easy to understand in context. The acting was superb by all involved, the dialogue gives the feel of eavesdropping on a real conversation, or peeping into someone else's life without them knowing, a voyeuristic credibility one may feel uncomfortable with at some points, which is a rare work in movies these days where work to stay within a film's mindset is almost always required, here you will forget you are watching a movie at all. The viewer becomes that involved. As was said above, I wanted to stay with these characters long after the credits stopped rolling. 

Friday, February 10, 2012

Bill Burr: Let It Go (review)




5 of 5 Stars

I can now see why he has a 4.1 rating. I'd never heard of him before, nor of his work, WHY NOT?! This guy is hilarious & as another said, how can he get to 41, be THIS funny & not know of his work? He's amazing & deserves his own show. He's up there with Hicks, Stanhope, Kinison, Carlin, so many yet he has his own style & fresh material. He does swear but in the service of his jokes & stories, not gratuitously (for those it bugs, I could care less about swearing). He riffs on being a bachelor, kids, relationships, pit bull pound dog rescues, growing old, death, I don't think any subject is off limits. An intelligent & observant comic, which makes him one of the best. Extremely honest, no pretenses and no apologies for being himself. If one can't laugh at oneself, one doesn't belong watching stand up comedy by any of the greats because that's what makes them funny & us laugh the most. Worth buying!

Monday, February 6, 2012

Things That Make Me Want to Buy a Beretta 9mm

The classic 92FS Beretta, the Centurion variant with 4 1/4 inch barrel and slide, down from the standard 5 inch Government size of the regular M9 type 92 
[fits and my hand perfectly]



[UPDATED 2-27-12]


Inspired by I Hate Children's blog about Things That Make Me Want To Down a 12-Pack, I decided to start working on a list that makes me consider becoming homicidal. I've always wanted a Beretta 9mm--it fits my hand perfectly of all the guns I've held, it feels made for me (and no I don't know if it was the Walther or not--another trip to the gun store is due perhaps?). However, there are just too many people, on a daily basis it seems, that would be too easy to put a cap in their brain case. Fear of prison and losing all natural law based morals keeps me from buying one because I know I would never just lock it away for protection, no I'd take it out, stroke and caress it while fantasizing about capping a few sons-a-bitches.


I came close to killing a few times, all damned pathetic really. Let's see if I can enumerate these occasions without looking like an idiot, probably not but maybe you'll get a laugh or two (or a nightmare or three):


* About 20 or so, I was in a bar in Dania Beach Hollywood FL, and drunk off my ass as was usual back then. I lived upstairs and my daily meal was the happy hour hot dog bar. Sipping a beer and playing 9-ball on the bar pool tables for free drinks (I was a pool shark and made a living at it, when I wasn't dancing or bartending that is), right before last call, had some drunk guy hanging all over me thinking he was getting invited upstairs to my room (Ha! I ain't telling!), it was around Xmas and I was depressed about my Dad being a prick. I asked the guy how much he would charge me to kill someone. He said, "You're drunk and crazy". Yep. I said, "I'll pay you $500 to kill my father for me". He laughed his ass off and decided he'd had enough beer for one night, and left. I was too drunk to realize that $500 would NOT have paid his round trip plane fare to where my Dad lived, never mind be worth the trouble and risk. Sigh...


* Another time I got into a bar fight with some whore and over some low life guy to make it worse. I wanted to kick her ass real bad, but I figured she could whoop me, so I sat there fantasizing about the 9mm that I'd handled the day before at a friend's house, how good it felt in my hand, perfect weight and balance, as well as how her brains would look all over the jerk off guy's face. While I was day dreaming, at night, she was outside smashing my car's windshield with a baseball bat. When the cops later asked if I'd seen who did it, I said yes, HER! And she got arrested & had to pay restitution. I didn't see her do it, I just KNEW it was her (well I couldn't shoot her now could I? it's the least I could do, right? Besides it was HER, I just know it).


* I caught a guy screwing around on me, named Charlie, the one that "got away" (I didn't marry him, about the only one I didn't marry that I lived with, forget knowing how to date or anything like that). We often got into knock down drag out fights, trading punches, until the neighbors called the cops who came & tore us apart to calm us down. Never ended up arrested for it or anything. I was a drunk, so was he, and about the only time I felt brave enough to confront him about anything (I was a brown noser yes woman back then--I know how to say no & confront people these days, lest you think me easy sport based on this shit) was when we were wasted falling down drunk. So one night he was sitting in the passenger seat of my car, after I'd left him over the "other woman", but really just wanted him to come to his senses and come back to me. He wouldn't. So sitting in my 1977 Mercury Montego one night, me behind the wheel, him in passenger seat, me crying & begging him to stop seeing the woman, him saying no way, I reached under my seat where I'd started carrying a machete (just in case, right?) and pulled it out. Charlie laughed in my face, "You ain't going to do anything with that, just put it away before you hurt yourself" he says. In a fury of wanting him dead, yet NOT wanting him dead, I aimed for his heart, and instead stabbed the leather bucket seat of my car to the right of his heart about 15 times to the hilt (it was sticking out the back of the seat each time). He was a brave sumbitch, he kept laughing! I just cried and gave up. I could not hurt him, despite wanting him dead, I guess I just didn't have it in me to kill in cold blood, even though his laughing would have made a great defense in court, I am sure.


I've come closer to being killed, than I have to killing anyone else, but that doesn't mean I don't WANT to kill, it just means I'm a chicken shit or maybe that I'm smarter than I thought? Or prison and being someone's bitch REALLY scares me MORE than wanting them dead. I'll have to think on that one.


I'll be adding to this list, but for now the above serves as notice. You don't want to mess with the now grown up, smarter, mostly sober (or at least not drunk in a decade) near sighted me. I just might go and get that gun, you never know...people snap all the time over the littlest things, right?


(they’re cigarette lighters--safest kind for me)



THINGS THAT MAKE ME WANT TO BUY A 9MM BERETTA PISTOL:


+ Loud ass smokers & drunks who don't realize their voices carry for miles up here in the hicks, keeping me up all damned night til 3am with their stupid ass drunk bullshit right across the street from my bedroom window (& no I can't switch rooms, sure wish I could).





+ Snow plows that drive by at all hours of the day & night plowing when there's no damned snow! Yet when there IS snow, are nowhere to be found. Here's a video from 2-27-2012 to illustrate why I'm better off NOT buying that gun: 













+ People who lie when it's as easy to tell the truth, but especially men who lie when pursuing sex and claiming it's a relationship they want--just be fucking honest to start with, works better that way.


+ Anyone in a relationship with a musician or other performance artist who believe they have a right to change that person or make them give up their dream. Those people have destroyed so much that I could easily see myself...POW...POW...right between the eyes.


+ Anyone who harms children, animals and women, why not just get rid of their genes right from the get go & wipe them from the earth?


+ Telemarketers, Police Benevolent association bullshit, bill collectors calling me all the time for someone ELSE & not correcting the phone number because they think I'm that person, I want a shock treatment added to phones for those calls, just push a button and ZAP they go away.





+ Charities that collect money or especially donated goods that they then pocket for themselves (like the local domestic violence running under the name of a Catholic charity & not regulated by the NYS Attorney General, so they can't get in trouble for stealing from the one's who truly need the microwave or set of plates these people making a salary off the victims, take in their place). I can't name names, since they aren't regulated but my 1st amendment rights are & can get violated much easier.


+ Bush--every second he breathed as leader of the so-called free world, whew it's a damn good thing I didn't ever get that gun, nor know how to stalk & track down such a skank. I feel similar about Obama now that he lied to us, but I know he will be out of that white house sooner than I could learn to shoot a gun accurately, lucky man, lol. Did I mention I hate liars? Good. Felt the same way about Howard Dean getting all of us suckers to donate our last dollars in many cases, promising he would not quit, then quitting after of course spending all OUR money.


+ The state of Maine Portland city DA's office for letting a 3+ time felony loser, rapist & multiple assaulter of women (me being one of them), go with house arrest when the law said he was due maximum repeat offender felony time. Worse, she was a woman & I told her to her face I hoped her daughter was next on his list, but then again, that would be incest, right? (See how pissed I still am?)





+ That Pizza Hut made their awesome Buffalo Chicken Wings too hot for me to eat & don't offer a mild version. Same goes for Red Lobster's appetizer Lobster Rolls, and the fact that there is no pizza, chinese, italian or any other kind of food delivery service within 15 miles of where I moved to last summer (bum fuck Upstate NY).


+ Hmm, went from serious stuff to what one might consider frivolous, but you go without dinner delivery when you don't feel like cooking, every night for 8 months & we'll see how you fare, alright? ;-)


+ More to come as a new asshole is born every second...and as long as I write about them here, that keeps them safe from me ever buying a Beretta since then there would be evidence, and I'm hopefully not that stupid, but one never knows, that's why I DON'T buy a gun. I could always buy the bullets though...


[Took me a week to come up with that list, luckily I don't get drunk any more so rarely fantasize about doing such stupid shit...rarely though, no one is perfect]



Red State (movie review)





Rated 4 of 5 stars

A strange movie to review, wasn't going to see it at all until I saw a Kevin Smith show & he made it sound a lot more interesting than the synopsis did, so I gave it a chance & am glad I did. Original in its way, almost too real, not all all horror or thriller either really, just an action film with a ton of killing, including innocent teens and not so innocent adults. Terrifying on both sides of the fence, the church cult and the govt. authority entitlement to kill "witnesses" who might make them look bad! I really wanted to see those people pay so the ending wasn't satisfying to me overall. Goodman's character was the only one to follow through to the end, for those who complained about not knowing who to root for (really?!). At least the cops weren't torturing teens/people before killing them; not that any killing in this was justifiable really. I recommend seeing this, not worth the buy however.

Descent (movie review)






Rated: 3 of 5 stars

I watched Irreversible 1st based on a review & suggestion here, glad I did, then was told to still give this a look--the 2 don't compare, this is G-rated fluff when compared to Irreversible! Brutal is an overstatement of titanic proportions, Trust was more brutal than this. Nothing is shown, the story goes nowhere & the club scenes could have been cut down to 5 minutes & told the same story. There was no nudity at all in this movie, no blatant sex or obscenity. The ending scenes are so homogeneous as to be anticlimactic. After 99 minutes THIS is how it ends? I could not believe this was where the movie was leading, 10 minutes before the end I was like "when is the point going to be made"? The only time she really shows any emotion is that last 90 seconds, otherwise she may as well be one of those shop mannequins she dresses in her day job. Beautiful video & great soundtrack don't make this worth renting never mind wasting the time to watch it free.

Truly Disturbing with NO Hype!



Extremely Difficult & Voyeuristic to Watch, Yet Necessary


John Oliver: Terrifying Times (Review)







4 of 5 stars

Very funny & sharp, clever & witty. The kind of guy you'd want at a dinner party sitting next to you, keeping your laughing all night long. Some of the jokes were ROTFLMFAO funny, some were chuckle funny, some snickering, some almost too deep for other viewers to get apparently--or they got offended because they are incapable of laughing at their own ridiculousness, which IMHO is what makes stand up comedy hilarious. Carlin did it, Gallagher & Hicks Hicks, Bill Maher & Dan Stanhope still do it, pointing out the wickedly funny contradictions within ourselves. Oliver did it too, and at our nation as seen from an outsider's view, only he was very polite about it (it could have been MUCH worse & we'd have deserved it, imagine Hicks in his place, ok?). I'd never seen him before, on cable or TV, so this was very refreshing. Lost one star for the bad editing, the censored few curses & I'd pay to rent but not buy.